[10 Jul 2008|06:52pm] hurt 1 comment|post comment

[30 Jun 2008|07:46pm] meuugh :( i am fed up. post comment

[21 Jun 2008|10:06am] I'm back. Maybe in a big way who knows. Probably not, just feel I need somewhere to splurge again for a while. It's hard being back home, I miss Sheffield and the girls and feeling like I've actually got strong relationships again. Plus at the moment I feel a bit resentful, a bit sad and generally melancholy; I'm constantly tired and feeling worn down. I think I need a few good nights out. I know I need a job. And I desperately want a holiday. Going away with Sam for a bit this week though which will be nice.♥ Then back to this very unproductive job hunt. My mum's home today and I'm glad. post comment

[16 Jan 2008|02:26am] rewind post comment

[12 May 2007|10:18am] gdhgdgg post comment

[11 Mar 2007|12:41pm] i needed that. i'm pretty worn out from the past weeks. friendship. i love the ones that come naturally. post comment

[13 Feb 2007|12:36am] why do i actually want that? and i desperately do. a lack of self control perhaps. craving something new to drag me back to my feet. post comment

[21 Jan 2007|10:50pm] second best?lol post comment

[15 Jan 2007|12:12am] [ music | nirvana lolz ] i've been so frustrated of late, with pretty much everything. i can't do what i want cause here's always something or someone in the way. allow angsty updates but argggh. need a new start. i've lost any originality, passion or general sense of self i had. post comment

[11 Jan 2007|01:11am] i can't sleep anymore. not at my house anyway. post comment

[10 Jan 2007|12:18am] [ music | farewell finito ] just cause you're out of sight you're no way out of mind. i miss you girls. 2 comments|post comment

[02 Jan 2007|11:24pm] [ music | arctic monkeys ] 2006: sharing beds lack of sleep deep conversation little confidence ibiza 06 too much food amazing easter revelations needing my mum edge a levels being able to drive the summer pact forgetting things loss of interest end of school boyfriends reading festival anya not enough gigs manchester car crash close friends new perspectives shorts laziness yates' red nail varnish booze animal print big brother rachel's uni trip wanting more not going to uni peaches weight loss schemes appreciation fez london pub crawls did we go to amnesia? purple thunderflies summer walks house parties totally loving my friends missing people cooking food raving cider black 4:10 train work experience mullets primark actually revising a little taruns long trip to leeds 18th birthdays mixtapes quest for reading tickets private jokes marker pen scrawls dixy chicken new rave mcgubbins broken social scene awoaaaaaah gold necklaces cigarette burns arctic monkeys band in davids car turning 18 luton town football club allowing msn nights with bob short lived crushes tanning moisturiser summer ball river drinking picnics new people vomit koko the ibiza drink mix bob dylan tshirt and crosswords fry ups in reading drama rubbish shopping trips inspiration rock and roll 2 comments|post comment

[28 Nov 2006|11:41am] empathy? post comment

[26 Nov 2006|06:07pm] terrible, terrible, terrible. i hope she's okay. post comment

[26 Oct 2006|12:40am] nostalgia. post comment

[23 Oct 2006|12:59pm] internet attack! post comment

[01 Oct 2006|11:14pm] [ music | ed harcourt ] 2 comments|post comment

[22 Sep 2006|08:55am] you don't know how much i wish i'd gone to uni this year. 2 comments|post comment

[14 Sep 2006|11:53pm] [ music | MIA ] i wish i was one of those skinny girls that could wear baggy clothes that hang off you and still look hot. post comment

[24 Jul 2006|11:58am] [ music | hey there delilah ] at the moment i have to fill my days with things that don't really cost money/cost much. it's alright really, picnics and river trips, friends gardens and sleepovers, glens vodka and lambrini. it's so five years ago but there's no problem with that cause we're having fun and that's what matters. and with ibiza in thirteen days i've got further to go with my diet and need to have not asked my mum for too much money so she lends me more spending money. it's awful that i have to ask her for all of it, but on a selfish note, i'm so glad i don't have a job this summer, it would ruin it so much. hopefully tomorrow we'll go to eversholt for a swim, it's outdoor and fun! 2 comments|post comment

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